The LOST

10. I lost one of my love

Well, its my pet dog, who accompanied me and my family for 11 years, he was there since my primary school days, till the end of my college days, he was always there. Some say 11 years is short, for me it is, because we needed him. His name is SABRE.

He's a pekingnese, male, and we got him when i was around 9 years old. He suffers from skin problem since he was small, due to the irresponsible seller aka breeder, we found out that the puppies they sold are mostly suffering from the same problem.

His fur starts to shed, his skin gotten worst, and he had to get injection more than any other dogs, as well as medicine and supplements. i was young, this is all i had in my memory of wad he had when he was also in the young age.This continues several time in years, then after a while, he became better. Although he still have the skin allergy, but it doesn't get any worsen than last time. 

He has been the sweetest and the obedient dog i have ever met. He don't really bark and annoys people. He don't simply poo and pee around and only does it on newspapers. He likes to sit by you even nect to your toe, he'll be sastified. He will go out to the outer house area and hang out, then come into the house by himself, as long you keep the door open, if not he'll just wait outside the door. He hates to bath, but he likes the feeling after bath. He LOVES cloths , like any cloths, he will just lay and turn around on the cloth and sit or sleeps there. And he will definitely be there, when i reach home late sometime after work and all, he will be there waving his tail to welcome you.

Its been so many years he had been with us, going through all that happens with us, we love him as a part of the family. We had a great time.and years and years passed, he got old. and in this year, he got sick.. really sick.

He suffers from organ failures because of his age, after a several time of visit to the vet, trying all we can to help him, he left us on the night of 1st September. He was home, lying on the place he used to sleep and stay. 

It was rough goin through because i felt guilty for everything i've never done, for not caring him well, for not spending enough time with him, feel like there's something i didn't did for him. Brought him to the vet that specific morning, brought him home and i left for work, and to fulfill my promise i went to damai for a dinner, but he left us when i was still in damai, thats why it hits me so hard because i feel like i wasn't even there for him which i should. Till i received an sms from my family, and realise he was gone. Then i went home, gone through all the hard time, cried till i was dried, talking beside him, asking him to rest in  peace.

It was our pleasure to have you as a part of our family, sorry for everything that I did or what  i didn't do. 

You know we loved you, we knew you loved us too.

RIP, 

SABRE <3 div="">

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