Being serious

I'm actually producing chinese words in my head while im writing this post, thanks to two of my fabulous talented frens yet bloggers who wrote deep rooted mandarin which im not even to be compared of .. so its better for me to continue blogging in manglish.... HEHE.. I'm Malaysian...

Its funny though, the time when u wanted to express, lotsa lotsa things that happens to you, but u just cant find the right person to start with. I mean every person is busy with their life, I cant say people are that heartless to refuse but i really dun want to knock on a cold door, can't stand the freeze.... Some people are not suitable cause i don't want to start with someone related to the point, i dun wan to bad talk and make people have the same feeling towards somebody while that person did nothing wrong on them... I shud be the one hating them, not everybody.... ='S

Another funny thing to laugh about is, I dun understand why, like why do people gets to ignore the feelings of people who keeps quite.. Being silent doesn't mean that u have the right to ignore my feelings, to hurt me, to insult me, and take things away from me.....Don't cross the limit, its okay u take all the rubbish, but dun take away those i appreciate... 我不是什么时候都可以没关系， 不用紧。

Pathetic...



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Okay, IM BACK !

 An old pic of mine after a wedding dinner, ignore the wounds on my face tq, its all better now

I'm back to blogger, and i'm saying this seriously which i really do hope that it last... hahaha......Thanks the the special one who reminds me about my blog which i eventually forgot half of it already for the past few months.. Now i'm back so you can read =))

Hmm, let me think, what happen for the past 2 months after my emo post...

I've been around Kuching for sure.. haha.. I've went to Matang 3 times in this 2 months plus with totally different people..

This is when i went with my colleagues, i have too less photos on the other 2 trips..lol

  



I went for movies !! Especially FAST 6 !!!!!!

I've been waited for fast 6 for a year now and its finally here! I was damn good and i'm happy with letty joining back the team.. it was fantastic and i can't wait for FAST 7 !! Jason Statham OMG !! It's just gettin better n better...


And for recently, of coz its gonna be World War Z and White House Down...
I prefer white house coz its more funny and interesting for me though.. while WWZ isn't the my kind of movie i guess..lol.. its okay larhhh..

As for the stuff that i've been actually very busy with in this two month is, my project !
My class are going to organize a real event as our semester project, all of us was so busy with it and now its almost time for it to glow,

Its only 17 days till the event, its about time we put every puzzle in one .. FIGHT FOR IT !!

If your interested feel free to join or ask or like our page for more info !

I'll blog more i the future !
XOXO



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26042013

突然想要用华语写部落，感觉有点怪。。。 呵呵。。。。

两个月的假期剩下了一个礼拜， 虽然两个月过得很空虚， 但是也没有很期待开学， 人生还真的是充满了矛盾。 往往都是该忙的时候不忙， 不该忙的时侯又忙到晕， 莫名其妙。

有时候还真的不懂怎么面对20岁的人生， 但我很庆幸的是今年过了很充实的生日！
我觉得我花了快一个礼拜庆祝吧。。哈哈哈

不管是跟家人， 姐妹淘， 同事。。。 我都很感谢你们！

下个星期开学了，
到现在课程表都没有， 都不懂是我这个学生烂还是学校烂， 连开学日期都没有通知， 我最好知道几时去上课。。。 唉， 无言。。。

不过开学有个好处是， 可以打发一些时间， 让自己可以忙一些， 就不会莫名其妙很空闲的坐在这里些一些很emo 的东西。

其实不是我很想写， 只是偶尔也想要找个地方发泄，
感叹一下这个世界为什么可以相信的人少得可怜，
感叹为什么付出真心， 信任的那一方， 往往都是受伤， 
用真心去做每一件事情难道很难吗 ？

发生的这些事，

有我后悔的，
后悔当初是自己先转身不回头看，
现在却想要赖人家在自己回头的时侯已近不再原地等候。
从一开始的期待， 到绝望， 怨不得别人。
但希望你也不会怪我冷漠，
毕竟一开始， 我的信任就是被你糟蹋的，
才会换来今天的结果。

现在也不能怪自己不够坚强， 承受不起自己的决定。


也有我失望的，
虽然不是期待而失望，
但是有可能失望而绝望。
对于一些深不可测的心机游戏，
我玩不起， 怪也只能怪我笨 ，
没有能力平起平坐， 只能在后面等待我要的结果。
我不想违背自尊， 做出我不想做的事，
所以我只选择我觉得对的。


我多想选择逃避，
逃了几次，还是一样回到现实。
现在能做的， 也只不过是相信会有更好的明天。

疯吧， 哭吧， 笑吧， 这就是人生。 =)

27022013

Hey,
Cny is over ... and i missed it soooo much.... I had so much fun during the past two weeks. Had lotsa dinner, games, trips and gatherings.. Aww, life with no stress is the best !! ><

Gone through quite alotsa things recently, well, no more emoness for sure ! I'm going to smile hard and live happily.. Peace!



Just look at those dark circles.. sighs
I have no idea what to do with it already and i don't even know whether its gettin more n more serious or what.. Anyway, who have the solutions to solve it please save me !!!

I'm having my finals these 3 days while 2mr will be the last day.. Im having Accounts paper 2mr.. well, i hate it but since its the last day already, so wish me luck ! hahahaha

I'm gonna be free for 2 months time... Don't no what to do yet since i have no plans at all... Anyone free to accompany me ???? lol

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Emo updates

I just got back from my trip to KL a few days ago, the trip was fun, and quick..We fooled around until we realized we're going back while we haven shop enough yet, so we came back with a lil regrets.. haha

So damn stress this lately like seriously.
Don't know how to say about this but I might be emo recently.. Might ?
It's hard when you had a problem inside while there's nowhere to be spilled, sighhh much...So i'm spilling something here just to relief part of it that i'm having right nao~

All i need now is a SMILE, sincere ones... =')

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Goodbyes & Hello

Happy New Year !! *again*
Its been 12 days since new year, and im blogging this now... haha.. who cares...

I'm just blogging, so bored today I dun even know where to go, what to do.. just BORED...
Actually wanted to share photo's about what i did on 2012, but too bad i've lost all my photos since i reformat my pc... so i have nothing much to share..


2012,

1) Of course what happens first was College, my second year of college...
Went through a short sem and a long sem, which makes my life busy ... I'm not a student with excellent attendance because i was lazy to attend those boring subjects so i skipped... I remember i went for the kuching food festival for dinner right 2 hrs before my final exam without revision, then i did my last minute oil pumping on the way to campus, then took the exam... So i end up no A's but B's that sem... yea, its kinda regret, but who to blame except myself ? haha forget it ..

Taken on the first day before class... I miss the days when i have short fringe.. Can anyone help me decide whether to cut or not ?

2) One Night Stay at PULLMAN HOTEL

I went with my classmates for assignment purpose, i remember that many things happened that night, but i guess we had pleasure... BTW, nice hotel !

3) On March,
Went to KL for a shopping trip with my frens... AGAIN... and i'm going  again next week...lol... abit tired of kl already... Lost the photos though..

I wonder what should i shop for this year? Have to squeeze luggage again ! Wish me luck -.-


4 ) Had a blessful Birthday
Thanks for everything to those who remembered and celebrated my birthday with me... Sincerely thank you all for the effort..!

Thanks to those who took me to the buffet dinner at four points... I was soooo blessed to be able to go 3 times for the buffet last year, thank god !

As for my colleagues who celebrated my belated bday at K-11 hills, thanks for the surprise and everything! Although i already knew everything they planned..LOL.... I accidentally saw someone holding the cake and gave it to the counter during my way back from the washroom, and accidentally saw someone who picked the bday song and accidentally saw someone who went out and took the cake... haha! I saw everything....

But still i'm very touched for what you guys did.. THANKS !


5) Started my Practical Round 2 !
Nothing much to share about this because I'm pretty sure I've posted some about this...Just some new pics shall do... hehehe

Always my selca mirror ~

My hairstyle when i release my hair bun... hahaha.. Do i look okay in curls ?


6) Went for a prom !
Anyone went to the Joint Prom 2012 ?
I went because of a free ticket I've received from my colleague, so i went with her....It's been so long since i've actually joined a prom, I think since i left high school ? probably.....

But i went home early before it ends... with a lucky draw prize, an angry bird..== "


7) Photo shooting !!
I've blogged about this also, so nothing much to elaborate... It was fun to have this photo shoot with dogs!

8) Dance Performance !
I've joined 2 flash mob last year, and i probably blogged about it too...
First mob was for a Chartis Event, at pullman

2nd mob was at Spring.. i was quite big because it consist of the dancers from several studios..
I was so thankful for having the chance to take part...!

9) Went for more pets events and still, I'm with dogs..
Although it wasn't that much but, i had a great time..

Its fun to have dogs with me in my life, especially my dog... Every time i get stressed from work, exhausting and tired, I'll be relieved with him welcoming me and follow me around once i opened the door when i reached home...

10) New Years Eve..
I still can't believe i've played till 5am in the morning during new year... But here's a photo of our blur face... ^^

I've went out since 7pm something to attend my colleague's bday dinner at his house, had a great time till 11pm then rushed to my fren's house for round 2, no party for this year, i duno why, people seems to be calm these days... so we had a private celebration of our own.. ^^

2013,

Actually i have no idea what to do, and i said this every year... Even sometimes when i plan something, it might not turn out that way, so , i'll just leave it natural this time..

I'm gonna graduate my diploma (like finally !) this year, propably the second half on the year. But i wonder what should i do or where should i go after that? It's really complicated though, without a direction i dun even know what to do with my life..
All i know is , now, FML for choosing this road...

Imma gotta find a way to gain more money !
I'm going to buy myself a new phone! this year ! hmph ! absolute decision ! imma work hard for it ~
Just wait for me ~~ muahahahaha

But most importantly for every year,
I wish myself for improvement,
and together with my family, friends and everybody i know, peoples that i appreciate, those who helped me, and those i should mentioned but i forgot,  Wishing you all to be HEALTHY, HAPPY and SAFE.. ALL TIME ALWAYS ! <3 p="p">

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