So Far So Good ?

No photos for today as I got FAT.. like seriously FATTT.
I dun even dare to update myself on instargram or here or fb or anywhere with my bloated face omg this is embarrassing ..

Well, work has been my daily routine basically for now, as usual my life has been plain... March should be the peace period hahaha,  as there were no great events happening in my life this month. So i have totally no idea why am i writing a post while i dun even have a point...

Hmm, maybe i just wanna share that i got  FAT !

Updates 25022014

I think i came back in a very short period of time huh, great improvements !
Life has been miserable for me as i was confused with the direction of my future, where the hell should i go, where the heck should i do, i have no idea.. Money is the goal of achievement for me at the moment...

Just being blur at the moment,
but there's great times ! Hanged out with great peoples this lately that makes my day =)

The babes, my 3 years course mates,
its been up and down within those years and here are we now, pursuing dreams, fighting for future, ready for life. As for those who left with hates, well, as for me, there's no appreciation given to the insincerity, only those who stay bond better.
We will meet again someday =) When we get much better, stronger, and prettier ...

Its been a great night !
And good luck to the new mummy-to-be !!



XOXO

100問

001.你最愛的人是誰：家人

002.你最討厭的人是誰：让我烦的一些人

003.受不了哪種人：做作没礼貌的人

004.請問你電話是多少：无可奉告

005.你喜歡喝牛奶嗎：当然

006.你有男/女朋友嗎：没

007.你正在幹麻：无聊睡前上上网

008.你假日睡覺都睡到幾點：早上9-10

009.月考考最低是幾分：好像有过单位数

010.最討厭哪個科目：历史

011.討厭上什麼課：会让我睡着的课

012.你覺得你很乖嗎：算吧

013.你會抽煙嗎：不会也不想

014.你會喝酒嗎：会

015.你正在想誰：称不上人，是一个叫未来的东西

016.你覺得最近的天氣如何：就偶尔平常，偶尔古怪把

017.你最想得到誰的擁抱：有温暖感觉的人

018.你有割手的習慣嗎：没有

019.會常常搞自閉嗎：不。。。吧？

020.你有手機嗎：当然

021.你最愛幹麻：做些会开心的事

022.這個是誰傳給你寫的：知音妈妈，但是给我偶然看到的

023.你有報台嗎：哈？

024.初吻給了嗎：这。。

025.你是TB嗎：不是。

026.你贊成TB嗎：不反对

027.你愛菸味嗎：只有恨

028.你最愛的女人是怎樣的：亲切，有礼貌，不做作

030.你最喜歡的朋友名字：HMMM。。。。。

031.洞想打什麼：啥？

032.你常哭嗎：感性的时候而已吧

033.你喜歡的對象類型：稳重大方，能开心相处的人

034.最喜歡去哪玩：有新鲜感的地方

035.喜歡睡覺嗎：喜欢。

036.現在有喜歡的人嗎：没有

037.最爱的是誰呢：就家人阿

038.你喜歡和朋友或情人打約定嗎：还好。

039.在家排行第幾：可怜的老大

040.喜歡唱歌嗎：YES

041.喜歡認乾哥乾姐嗎：觉得很废

042.同性向你告白,你接受嗎：当然不会。

043.大便時會幹嘛：放空，玩手机

044.大便完有洗手嗎：有啊废话

045.朋友和情人你會選哪個：现在的我，绝对是朋友

046.你最喜歡做什麼：放松过日子

047.想去的國家：罗马

048.你是單或雙眼皮：内双

049.你今天微笑了嗎：有啊

050.你喜歡許純美嗎：谈不上喜欢

051.喜歡吃棒棒糖嗎：老了不怎么爱了

052.你家有馬桶嗎：废话

053.時間可以倒流,你想幹麻：挽回些遗憾

054.這個世界現實嗎：不现实叫世界吗？

055.大便完有洗手嗎：请参考044的答案

056.你愛你自己嗎：爱

057.你很自戀嗎：不

058.你愛你的屁股嗎：重要吗？

059.你愛马来西亚嗎：又爱又恨

060.洗澡第一件事：挂毛巾

061.你愛我嗎：你？

062.你對刺青的看法：是个我会后悔的玩意儿

063.朋友死不還錢怎麼辦：除非他没能力，我就不计较，不然敲回来

064.早餐都吃些什麼：清淡的吧。

065.看到最愛的人熟睡在自己面前你會做什麼：挤进怀里

066.真心愛上如何放棄：不放弃

067.你有穿內褲嗎：当然！！！！

068.你相信長久愛情嗎：信。

069.你喜歡男生還是女生：男

070.你會劈腿嗎：不会。

071.是否曾經很愛很愛一個人：是。

072.停電時怎麼辦：怨国家

073.火災了怎麼辦：逃

074.地震時怎麼辦：更快逃

075.對吃檳榔的看法：恶心

076.初戀幾歲：。。。

077.覺得情人分手後還可以當朋友嗎：看情况

 078.喜歡甜言蜜語嗎：还好

079.你現在想幹嘛：努力完成问题

080.曾有自殺念頭嗎：没

081.你今天吃飯或吃麵：饭。

082.你是自己一個房間嗎：是

083.如果你是總統你想幹嘛：拯救国家与人民。

084.接過詐騙集團電話嗎：有

085.你喜歡拍貼貼嗎：还可以

086.你出門會穿鞋嗎：会阿

087.你喜歡看帥哥或美女嗎：喜欢

088.你家有烤箱嗎：有

089.你电话有多少钱：忘了

090.你喜歡澎恰恰嗎：还好

091.我帥嗎：你谁

092.你家有冰箱嗎：有

093.不被在乎的感覺怎樣：无奈

094.世界末日怎麼辦：感叹

095.你喜歡吃雞排嗎：饿的时候就喜欢

096.你活泼吗：偶尔

097.你愛你爸媽嗎：爱！

098.你愛這100問嗎：不怎么

099.填完這份你的感覺：想睡

100.請你開始點名：读完的，就你吧！

The LOST

10. I lost one of my love

Well, its my pet dog, who accompanied me and my family for 11 years, he was there since my primary school days, till the end of my college days, he was always there. Some say 11 years is short, for me it is, because we needed him. His name is SABRE.

He's a pekingnese, male, and we got him when i was around 9 years old. He suffers from skin problem since he was small, due to the irresponsible seller aka breeder, we found out that the puppies they sold are mostly suffering from the same problem.

His fur starts to shed, his skin gotten worst, and he had to get injection more than any other dogs, as well as medicine and supplements. i was young, this is all i had in my memory of wad he had when he was also in the young age.This continues several time in years, then after a while, he became better. Although he still have the skin allergy, but it doesn't get any worsen than last time. 

He has been the sweetest and the obedient dog i have ever met. He don't really bark and annoys people. He don't simply poo and pee around and only does it on newspapers. He likes to sit by you even nect to your toe, he'll be sastified. He will go out to the outer house area and hang out, then come into the house by himself, as long you keep the door open, if not he'll just wait outside the door. He hates to bath, but he likes the feeling after bath. He LOVES cloths , like any cloths, he will just lay and turn around on the cloth and sit or sleeps there. And he will definitely be there, when i reach home late sometime after work and all, he will be there waving his tail to welcome you.

Its been so many years he had been with us, going through all that happens with us, we love him as a part of the family. We had a great time.and years and years passed, he got old. and in this year, he got sick.. really sick.

He suffers from organ failures because of his age, after a several time of visit to the vet, trying all we can to help him, he left us on the night of 1st September. He was home, lying on the place he used to sleep and stay. 

It was rough goin through because i felt guilty for everything i've never done, for not caring him well, for not spending enough time with him, feel like there's something i didn't did for him. Brought him to the vet that specific morning, brought him home and i left for work, and to fulfill my promise i went to damai for a dinner, but he left us when i was still in damai, thats why it hits me so hard because i feel like i wasn't even there for him which i should. Till i received an sms from my family, and realise he was gone. Then i went home, gone through all the hard time, cried till i was dried, talking beside him, asking him to rest in  peace.

It was our pleasure to have you as a part of our family, sorry for everything that I did or what  i didn't do. 

You know we loved you, we knew you loved us too.

RIP, 

SABRE <3 div="">

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HELO, HAPPY NEW YEAR !

2013 kinda ended to fast i can't really get used to the new year yet. LOL

I always feel like i just had the CNY celabration not long ago, as well as my bday and everything..but its been a year ... Damn, time really do fly ...

I can't say i achieved alot in the 'past' year, but i definitely have lotsa up and downs too.

2013, 

1. Had yet another KL trip with the girls. every year shopping time =)

i kinda miss my long hair tat time, its not like my hair is short now, but its much shorter than last time :'(

2. Had a splendid CNY !

My chinese new year of 2013 was just amazing, creating all these amazing memories !

3. My birthday is blessed !

I had quite a blast so thanks everybody for the celebration and cakes !!

4. Did 2 events with the coursemates !!
We did to events together in the same year and it turn up quite well.
We did a charity walk event which was held at Reservoir Park.

And another its a Dinner event at Riverside Majestic 

Although it was stressful, but we're happy for the success of both events.

5. I finally finished the whole internship !!!

As usual, internship sucks ! But I'm glad that all of us had gone through this together.

and so, 

6. I finished my Diploma !!

Like finally !

And somehow i kinda miss all the times we had at in and outside campus ! It's been 3 years ~~

 

Great Times :)

7. More great time with the colleagues !

Yes, im still with dogs, and yet i had a great time !

8. With the girls, always had been my best entertainment !!

Nothing more to elaborate the girls, thay had been the best in brightening my days, as they're the num one spot entertainment of mine ! hahaha

Just wish that some could just get married fast fast ! LOL

I just LOVE them !!

9. My Dream Came True ~~ BANGKOK !!! 

Bangkok has been one of my dream place and im so lucky that i actually went !

I faced so many problems for going on this trip but gratefully we went there successfully and safely.

I will update more on this soon.

There's the top 9 happenings of 2013. As for the last one will be on the next post.

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爱与被爱

如果有个爱你的人， 和一个你爱的人，
你会选择哪个 ？

人如果到这时候出现了犹豫，
就代表了爱你的人， 肯定你不爱，
而你爱的人， 肯定不爱你。
这时候如果需要做出决定，
也只不过是在接受和付出中，做出选择。

在一个爱你的人的怀抱里， 虽然很温暖， 但是
既然你不爱他， 你要怎么带着亏欠接受这份温暖。
除非你对他有了那份爱， 不然你也只是在填补自己的寂寞时，伤害了爱你的人。

在你个你爱的人面前， 多勇敢追求爱情都好，
如果没有了理想回应， 谁都会因此变得无比脆弱。
付出了爱， 出于自愿， 因为有了爱，就算他的身边不温暖，
你是否也会因此爱上了那份冰凉感 ？

想了又想，
如果是我，我选不了那个爱我的人。
所以， 也许， 我会选择寒冷-- 那个我爱，但不爱我的人。

伤害人对于我来说， 本来就是一件很不公平的事。
我不觉得伤害一个人是多理所当然的事， 理由再多， 结果都是在伤害。
说了再多， 说什么给予人的伤害， 都只是为了对方好， 虽然是对，
但绝对不能说，自己是对的那一方，因为你永远都不是受害者，而是伤害人的人。
两个字-- 亏欠

爱人对于我来说，虽然称不上美丽，但至少你是跟着自己的心走。
往你要的东西去付出争取， 虽然结果不一定是拥有，
虽然路途也许寂寞，
但至少努力途中， 他的一举一动，不管是开心或伤心，
都是出于爱。
也许他的一点点关怀，就能让你开心一个月。
女生们， 是吗？

当然大家都有不同意见，我的个人意见， 绝对没有针对什么，
只是我的个人观察罢了。
如果是你，
你会如何选择 ？



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