Friday, April 26, 2013

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突然想要用华语写部落,感觉有点怪。。。 呵呵。。。。


两个月的假期剩下了一个礼拜, 虽然两个月过得很空虚, 但是也没有很期待开学, 人生还真的是充满了矛盾。 往往都是该忙的时候不忙, 不该忙的时侯又忙到晕, 莫名其妙。

有时候还真的不懂怎么面对20岁的人生, 但我很庆幸的是今年过了很充实的生日!
我觉得我花了快一个礼拜庆祝吧。。哈哈哈

不管是跟家人, 姐妹淘, 同事。。。 我都很感谢你们!

下个星期开学了,
到现在课程表都没有, 都不懂是我这个学生烂还是学校烂, 连开学日期都没有通知, 我最好知道几时去上课。。。 唉, 无言。。。

不过开学有个好处是, 可以打发一些时间, 让自己可以忙一些, 就不会莫名其妙很空闲的坐在这里些一些很emo 的东西。

其实不是我很想写, 只是偶尔也想要找个地方发泄,
感叹一下这个世界为什么可以相信的人少得可怜,
感叹为什么付出真心, 信任的那一方, 往往都是受伤, 
用真心去做每一件事情难道很难吗 ?

发生的这些事,

有我后悔的,
后悔当初是自己先转身不回头看,
现在却想要赖人家在自己回头的时侯已近不再原地等候。
从一开始的期待, 到绝望, 怨不得别人。
但希望你也不会怪我冷漠,
毕竟一开始, 我的信任就是被你糟蹋的,
才会换来今天的结果。

现在也不能怪自己不够坚强, 承受不起自己的决定。


也有我失望的,
虽然不是期待而失望,
但是有可能失望而绝望。
对于一些深不可测的心机游戏,
我玩不起, 怪也只能怪我笨 ,
没有能力平起平坐, 只能在后面等待我要的结果。
我不想违背自尊, 做出我不想做的事,
所以我只选择我觉得对的。


我多想选择逃避,
逃了几次,还是一样回到现实。
现在能做的, 也只不过是相信会有更好的明天。

疯吧, 哭吧, 笑吧, 这就是人生。 =)






Tuesday, February 26, 2013

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Hey,
Cny is over ... and i missed it soooo much.... I had so much fun during the past two weeks. Had lotsa dinner, games, trips and gatherings.. Aww, life with no stress is the best !! ><

Gone through quite alotsa things recently, well, no more emoness for sure ! I'm going to smile hard and live happily.. Peace!



Just look at those dark circles.. sighs
I have no idea what to do with it already and i don't even know whether its gettin more n more serious or what.. Anyway, who have the solutions to solve it please save me !!!

I'm having my finals these 3 days while 2mr will be the last day.. Im having Accounts paper 2mr.. well, i hate it but since its the last day already, so wish me luck ! hahahaha

I'm gonna be free for 2 months time... Don't no what to do yet since i have no plans at all... Anyone free to accompany me ???? lol

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Saturday, January 26, 2013

Emo updates


I just got back from my trip to KL a few days ago, the trip was fun, and quick..We fooled around until we realized we're going back while we haven shop enough yet, so we came back with a lil regrets.. haha

So damn stress this lately like seriously.
Don't know how to say about this but I might be emo recently.. Might ?
It's hard when you had a problem inside while there's nowhere to be spilled, sighhh much...So i'm spilling something here just to relief part of it that i'm having right nao~

All i need now is a SMILE, sincere ones... =')

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Saturday, January 12, 2013

Goodbyes & Hello





Happy New Year !! *again*
Its been 12 days since new year, and im blogging this now... haha.. who cares...

I'm just blogging, so bored today I dun even know where to go, what to do.. just BORED...
Actually wanted to share photo's about what i did on 2012, but too bad i've lost all my photos since i reformat my pc... so i have nothing much to share..


2012,

1) Of course what happens first was College, my second year of college...
Went through a short sem and a long sem, which makes my life busy ... I'm not a student with excellent attendance because i was lazy to attend those boring subjects so i skipped... I remember i went for the kuching food festival for dinner right 2 hrs before my final exam without revision, then i did my last minute oil pumping on the way to campus, then took the exam... So i end up no A's but B's that sem... yea, its kinda regret, but who to blame except myself ? haha forget it ..

Taken on the first day before class... I miss the days when i have short fringe.. Can anyone help me decide whether to cut or not ?

2) One Night Stay at PULLMAN HOTEL

I went with my classmates for assignment purpose, i remember that many things happened that night, but i guess we had pleasure... BTW, nice hotel !




3) On March,
Went to KL for a shopping trip with my frens... AGAIN... and i'm going  again next week...lol... abit tired of kl already... Lost the photos though..


I wonder what should i shop for this year? Have to squeeze luggage again ! Wish me luck -.-


4 ) Had a blessful Birthday
Thanks for everything to those who remembered and celebrated my birthday with me... Sincerely thank you all for the effort..!


Thanks to those who took me to the buffet dinner at four points... I was soooo blessed to be able to go 3 times for the buffet last year, thank god !

As for my colleagues who celebrated my belated bday at K-11 hills, thanks for the surprise and everything! Although i already knew everything they planned..LOL.... I accidentally saw someone holding the cake and gave it to the counter during my way back from the washroom, and accidentally saw someone who picked the bday song and accidentally saw someone who went out and took the cake... haha! I saw everything....



But still i'm very touched for what you guys did.. THANKS !


5) Started my Practical Round 2 !
Nothing much to share about this because I'm pretty sure I've posted some about this...Just some new pics shall do... hehehe







Always my selca mirror ~


My hairstyle when i release my hair bun... hahaha.. Do i look okay in curls ?


6) Went for a prom !
Anyone went to the Joint Prom 2012 ?
I went because of a free ticket I've received from my colleague, so i went with her....It's been so long since i've actually joined a prom, I think since i left high school ? probably.....


But i went home early before it ends... with a lucky draw prize, an angry bird..== "


7) Photo shooting !!
I've blogged about this also, so nothing much to elaborate... It was fun to have this photo shoot with dogs!



8) Dance Performance !
I've joined 2 flash mob last year, and i probably blogged about it too...
First mob was for a Chartis Event, at pullman


2nd mob was at Spring.. i was quite big because it consist of the dancers from several studios..
I was so thankful for having the chance to take part...!



9) Went for more pets events and still, I'm with dogs..
Although it wasn't that much but, i had a great time..


Its fun to have dogs with me in my life, especially my dog... Every time i get stressed from work, exhausting and tired, I'll be relieved with him welcoming me and follow me around once i opened the door when i reached home...

10) New Years Eve..
I still can't believe i've played till 5am in the morning during new year... But here's a photo of our blur face... ^^



I've went out since 7pm something to attend my colleague's bday dinner at his house, had a great time till 11pm then rushed to my fren's house for round 2, no party for this year, i duno why, people seems to be calm these days... so we had a private celebration of our own.. ^^





2013,

Actually i have no idea what to do, and i said this every year... Even sometimes when i plan something, it might not turn out that way, so , i'll just leave it natural this time..

I'm gonna graduate my diploma (like finally !) this year, propably the second half on the year. But i wonder what should i do or where should i go after that? It's really complicated though, without a direction i dun even know what to do with my life..
All i know is , now, FML for choosing this road...

Imma gotta find a way to gain more money !
I'm going to buy myself a new phone! this year ! hmph ! absolute decision ! imma work hard for it ~
Just wait for me ~~ muahahahaha

But most importantly for every year,
I wish myself for improvement,
and together with my family, friends and everybody i know, peoples that i appreciate, those who helped me, and those i should mentioned but i forgot,  Wishing you all to be HEALTHY, HAPPY and SAFE.. ALL TIME ALWAYS ! <3 p="p">

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Tuesday, January 8, 2013

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Despite for being so free tonight, i think i shall update something about recently in my blog.

One good news to share, by the way...
I've ended my 4 months practical once again ! Woohoo, I had such a great time in ending it.. haha...... But i have to admit that there are times that i really appreciate from what i've gained, realized and experience through this... And to all the good people's there, I'll miss you much ! =3

Bad news is,
I've started school again, started on the 2nd of January and i'm already there for a week. This sem is quite challenging with all this complicated-somehow-i-duno-how subjects... Looks like i really need to work hard though..

I was so busy last week until i eventually forgotten to blog about what i did, or what i shall do in a new year.. or i guess i'll just blog in another post.. I was hanging around with my frens and colleagues last week and almost got myself in trouble with all the nagging.. But i admit i was abit way out off line..hehe..
Really did alotsa things throughout that week...


I've gone through so many up's and down's recently till i duno how to act up my life brightly, i thought, how weak, how dull, how much pain i'm going through, i shall at least act bright, it's the basic manners to those around me.
For those who i've hurt, I'm sorry, sincerely...

I hate it when i wanted to trust someone, they let me down...Congratz to that someone who lost my trust... guess you're happy with what you are right now..


Hope i can live my life better, with wishes came true...=)

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Saturday, December 22, 2012

My movie list !

Like i always mention, I'm a fan of dramas.. Actually, I'm also a huge fan of movies !
I've watched movies in different genre , different language...
But there's also movies that I definitely won't watch, unless forced.. lol
I don't really like tragedy movies that makes you cry like hell in the end. I don watch horror movies either because it freaking creeps me out...

SO,
I always prefer action, comedy, romance or the story kind... But mostly, ACTION MOVIES .. hehe

I'm gonna list out the movies I've watched that are on my top list. The list are not arrange accordingly, randomly positioned in top 10 ...
Some might be old, but its still my all time fav.

First,
The Davinci Code .(2006)


Its a film back from 2006, which is 6 years back.
I din watched it 6 years ago because i dunno where was i or what im actually doing but im definitely too young to understand what the movie is saying..lol
It's a mystery based film as the plot , the character, the scene the story the ending etc are so great !
And i remember i've watched this for almost 3 hours but still not tired of the story and hoping it not to end ...
And so is the next film, Angels and Demons from the same author, Dan Brown, with the same character but different mission..
I'm actually seeking for the next series, also from the same author about the same character, The Lost Symbol... Due to some casting or directing problem i guess, the premier date which is suppose to be this year,  might be postponed.. T_T


Ip Man, (2008)


I've watched this N times because I keep saw this from TV.. But I like it because it was awesome ! The fighting scene, the victory of Chinese makes me proud ! Although I'm not related, but as a Chinese, i felt proud  ^___________^
Donnie Yen is such a great actor, and i love those action scene he had in his movies.. I've even watch all the new movies he had after ip man and it was so cool !


Inception (2010)


Finally something slightly new,
I've always thought that this movie was shown not long ago but actually it was 2 years ago, time really flies~

First, its Leonardo DiCaprio ,
Second, Director from The Dark Knight
Third, Cool plot,

So Why Not Watch 


I was curious about how did the author came up with this idea of having to steal through dreams ? The plot was amazing and i love the effects.. And also the way the lead role express his character with the trauma..
I just love it !


Transformers (2007)


I love the first and second, but the third for me was only "okay". I love how a nobody became a somebody and the bond between bumblebee and his owner, how I wish i can have this kind of fabulous cars that interacts with me everyday.. lol..


I actually like Megan Fox because she was hot it that movie, but unfortunately she was not longer included in the cast.


Tangled (2010)


It's been a long time since i've watched animation , im actually not a animation person.. But somehow , this animation captures my eye and i kinda love it !


Although it is based on Rapunzel but the story is not exactly the same. It is funny and bright, cute and sad, romantic and enjoyable =)  I like the point that they change the prince character to a thief, which was kinda fresh and interesting............and hilarious !
Best animation for me !

Oh oh ! Not to forget to mention the cute little chameleon friend of Rapunzel, cutest thing !






Step Up Series ! (2006-2012)

Step up is the greatest dance movie for me compared to the others in the same genre...They always have they greatest choreography, the best music, and yet the story is still good. Unlike some dance movie that i've watched that only focused on dancing then the story gets confusing.


 The first , Step Up.
Channing Tatum and Jenna Dewan are magic on the screen and the music is sensational. The best thing of the movie is they both got married in real life, how sweet is that !

2nd, Step Up 2- The Streets

The main actress, Briana Evigan is my favourite within all the main actress in this Step Up series. I just love her style, she can be sweet, cool, tough, pretty and sexy . !! I love the final dance they did on the streets too !




Step Up 3D , It was HOT !  Just... when you see the choreography, how can you not love the movie? Its just sick. Some of the scenes are brilliant,  when Moose and Camille are dancing through the city, and the 2nd battle water dancing scene. That scene steals the show.

Well, Moose, played by Adam G. Sevani, he is believable, can act and is the only one with any character development. He also has pretty good charisma that makes him interesting to watch, and is quite funny.

Step Up Revolution


The latest in this series. Just watched it not long ago and it was great as expected. Instead of battles, it focused on flash mob. The flash mob are not just ordinary ones, the moves are choreograph in ways that are so out of my minds. The last scene that they had their mob was my fav ! But speaking of the story line, it was okay...


The Fast and The Furious Series (2001-? )

I'm sure that many people like this as I am... It's all about cars, action , friendship that keeps your excitements up and down. Yet Vin Diesel was also one of my fav actors, as a fan no one can resist this !


The latest, Fast five
And of course who cannot wait to see two tough guys in Vin Diesel and Dwayne Johnson go one on one with each other in a fisticuffs, especially since their time with family friendly films have taken a backseat to put them both firmly back into the action genre. It sets up new rivalry, while keeping the old between Dominic and Brian with the latter always keen to prove who's the better driver.
Can't wait for Fast Six that is showing next year !!!


My Sassy Girl (2001)


I think most Asians recognize or watched this movie, it was one of the popular movie in Asia... 



Honestly, if you can't give this film a 10 out of 10, what other movie deserves one? This film is the perfect mix of comedy, drama, romance, some of the best storytelling I've ever seen, and even some surprise action scenes! And what's best, it's universal. I'm sure some would avoid this film simply because it's Korean - but that's where you'd make a mistake.

Jun Ji Hyun looks stunning even though her character is quite scary sometimes, while Cha Tae Hyun, the king of comedy.. Having him in a film is a guarantee of laughter, but when it comes to serious scenes, he's not lacking either... The best scene that made me cry was the scene where he told a guy the 10 rules to love her.. Damn heart breaking.. <3 div="div">

Those who love romance, this is a Must Watch !


Real Steel (2011)


I was attracted to this movie after watching the trailers.. 

I was like " Hmm, Hugh Jackman ... ON ! imma watching this ! "  LOL 

Since im a Xmen fan , its a normal thing to have Hugh Jackman as one my my fav actors..  I think its something new to have robots to fight instead of human, then i found out that its a film of Steven Spielberg ... Seriously a must watch ! 

I remember i was still having my practical during that that and somehow i still manage to watch it. =)


Dakota Goyo, The cute looking kid who acts as the son of Hugh Jackman was an outstanding actor even in his small age.. I was a little surprised actually after seeing his performance throughout the movie because his acting was so natural that you can't even think that he is only 11 or 12... I bet he is going to stunt when he grows older...



Last but not least !!

A little thing called love (2010)

Actually i have no interest in thai movie at first because i never exactly watched them (no offense >< )
Until one day i saw a picture from FB which picked up my interest towards this movie,

Here's the screen shot i saw..
The caption is "Have you ever fell in love with someone, that makes you laugh even with the silliest thing ? "



It eventually reminded me of my school days back then, when i do look like the girl in the photo, tan skin, specs, but i had a ponytail...LOL....And that's why i feel like watching this movie...
I went searching in youtube and watched it right that night, i remember i was rolling in my bed while having my memories refreshed in my mind throughout the movie, and also wet my pillow with tears...=')

It's so touching that i strongly recommend everyone especially girls to watch this, it really defines what you had during yours school days...and not to forget the main male actor was cute, and so is the actress..<3 p="p">
I've watched it twice,
If you feel like watching, watch this trailer then you'll understand..=)
Chinese Name:初恋那件小事




So i guess that's the end of my list ! Of coz there's alotsa great movies out there but these are my all time favourite !! Hope to have more movies to watch!! Update next time.. CHAO



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